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To my big sister:

Remember how dad got so frustrated with teaching me how to bike that you stayed out on the driveway with me and helped me learn? He was ecstatic when I finally could balance on that bike without falling. Remember when I was in high school you got into an argument with mom and dad so I could have a choice in having a high school experience without IB? My last year of high school when I finally quit IB was such an important year, if not the most. I discovered a viable career option, and I found classes in high school that I was finally able to take that have been so important to me in my first year of university. 

You were there for the big moments - the moments when it really made an impact on my life. Sure, you missed a few douchebags here and there, and maybe some parental drama. But in ways, it was important for me to experience those shitty times myself; these experiences taught me to be strong and independent. It also taught me that people aren’t always going to be kind; people can be hurtful. 

And it hurts me to see that someone who mattered to you was hurtful to you. It broke my heart when you came home so upset. I was so thrown and confused in regards to how I could ever make things right for you - and I was angry. I was angry because I’ve helped friends in their times of need with confidence and a feeling of capability, and here I was, lost, as to how I could help my own sister. 

I learned that what you needed was a friend and a listener, this was foreign to me. I found that being complacent and engaging in a passive, background role as a follower wasn’t working anymore. It worked as kids, but you’re right: time changes us. We’re older (and you’re even older haha) and now we’re finally compatible intellectually. My role as a sister has changed to being more of an equal, and although I’m adjusting and it’s new - it’s the best part of being your sister. You top the list as one of my best friends.  

Yes, university and the professional world will inevitably change me, and it’s sad to know that. But I am so grateful that you will be there to remind me of who I am and to challenge me to continue to strive to being the best person I can be. I’m also very grateful to be reminded that you will always take from your experiences to help guide me through my own.

I never knew life without a sister. I can’t imagine life without one, because I can’t imagine my life without you. 

sovji:

*steals ur credit card*

hasta la visa

(Source: sovji-moved)

❝ If you’re reading this…
Congratulations, you’re alive.
If that’s not something to smile about,
then I don’t know what is.

— Chad Sugg, Monsters Under Your Head (via observando)

winterracial:

“DROP THE BASS” the orchestra member drops his instrument and knocks over all of the other musicians. the concert is ruined.

(Source: mondegreener)

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❝ I remember when I was younger and I wanted to be beautiful; now I’m older and I want to be intelligent. I want to burn hearts with brilliance and engulf souls with compassion. I want to be loved for my thoughts and nothing else.

— (via substvncia)

My sister’s trip to Arizona resulted in me editing her pictures.
❝ College kids literally don’t care about walking in the way of cars at school because we’re like “hit me i don’t care pay my tuition.”

— 

(via cdeathhh)

"Hit me my thesis is due in 12 hours and I haven’t started it"

"Hit me I have a final in an hour and I didn’t study"

"Hit me I’ve been on a 24 hour drinking binge and I’m invincible"

(via combatbabycomeback)

"Hit me. You’re a university vehicle and I’ll get free tuition."

(via thisisgoodbyegravity)

drarna:

i may not be your cup of tea but i’m your 10th shot of tequila

(Source: neptunain)